After years of being very happily single, avoiding serious relationships, and swearing that just dating is the best thing to do, I have found myself in love. I am in love with a man who waas funny enough to make me laugh, smart enough to command my attention, loving enough to break down my walls one by one, patient enough to stick with me as I blundered out of my emotional fortress. In short, this man is amazing. He courted me, truly he did. He made me like him more than I was even comfortable with before I could realize it. He gave ll the emotional attention I ever needed. He has taken such great care of my mind, body, heart, and soul it's hard to imagine not falling in love with him. I struggled through my initial reaction of pushing him away for getting to close, of finding other men to focus on so I would not be so fixated on him. I overcame the fear of falling in love and the struggle of the realization that I am in love and that my heart is vulnerable. I opened my life to him and he became a part of it.
After 14 months, this man has my heart, is a part of my life, a part of my family, and I am so incredibly happy to be with him. I catch myself just being happy to make him happy. I ever though it was possible for a woman like me to fall in love like this.
I honestly don't think I will ever find another man like him as long as I live. I don't know for sure yet if he is the love of my life and the man I will spend the rest of my life with, but I do know for sure I will always remember him and he will always have a piece of my heart. He is the most amazing, loving, and sexy man I have ever known.