After a very devasting set back alittle less than three years ago, I am coming out of the fog and finding myself again but reinventing myself too. This few short months that I have been out of the fog I have come to the conclusion that I dont know a great amount about many things. I have more of a very superficial knowledge of this world. Its enough to get by but that doesnt satisfy me anymore. And why was it ever enough? I think I was so focused on mere survival for so long that I didnt take (or have) the time I needed to understand things in depth. Now with the whole world and all its topics at hand, I have so much to learn. Its exciting but sometime it depresses me. I feel a bit worthless at times. I snap myself out of it and get motivated though. I have the knowledge that I am a good person who can do anything she wants. First though, what is it I want?